>>18916939Fuel is expensive. It imposes a limit on how far you can go, especially how far from civilization. The fumes on small boats make you seasick, anywhere but the bow. And something always goes wrong.
Going into waves pushed you back then. Done to stop rocking or reach a deatination. Most of the time into waves regardless of size or speed anyway.
Glad to hear someone is doing it hard. It's a connection to something being done right.
Hope it's not paid for with life. Hard work may be worth a lot of death though. I used to think the reason fish moved in schools was threat. Cowardice. A bad end and salvagable if threat was removed. Being the problem that rewards them for turning off their brain is a disgustin development. Humans should be about making it all good. Maybe mindpower for that end atrophied as it was easier to pillage. Less reward for unfucking too, lost as to constructive steps outside of slavery.
Schools. Used to be horrific. I can't remember why either. Just turning your mind off I guess. Saw that in people. Wasn't a lot of thought going around a couole decades ago, and that has probably influenced me on the internet. Anything at all was crazy. I've adjusted. Made sure nothing mattered I guess. Accepted the way things are horrifically wrong. Lack of communication with so many and the right way of everything seems the established norm. The norm now is people trying to fuck things up as much as they can, to fit in.
Maybe it was always fucked. Mostly. Exceptions being the treasures you remember, and if are right: look for. No shortage of fucked things. Getting german and invalidating anything partially fucked, any percent, is ignorant, but how the relatively recent politic loving poofters have fucked me. But fair enough, influence gets acted out. Shouldn't let anything bad past you really as a man. A lack of good as a result has to be generated instead of found and passed on. Accentuating good things with you/your problems is more similar corrup
