this is my first time going on 4chan cuz idk where else to vent. im a femcel in my early 20s obsessed with a cartoon character to the point i get intense jealousy when I even so much as acknowledge other fans exist. i think it's cause i'm so lonely. nobody talks to me anywhere I go, i have no irl friends. never had a boyfriend. below average looks, even tho i lost a lot of weight this year, and an even more below average personality. more than anyhting i want to be loved. like genuinely loved. not just seen as a hole, or 'i'm sure she has a good personality'. i'm so fucking tired and if i wasn't such a pussy i would have offed myself by now.