How the fuck do I cure autism? I can't stand constantly being sensitive to the outside world. I can't stand not understanding what people are saying because of background noises. I can't stand when I'm aware I'm doing shitty eyecontact, but can't look them in the eye because it makes me uncomfortable. If I visualise in my head their perspective I can look at my own face and demeanour. I don't feel comfortable masking and pretending to be more lively I want to be as natural as others.