is it gay to want to passionately kiss your bf, your tongues flicking in and out of one another's mouths as he rubs your growing bulge, and to want him to force his thick cock into your ass until it hits your prostate and you cum, your seed coming out of your dick in spurts, then having him roughly fuck you until he shoots his load into your ass, filling it and you coming a second time, then you telling him that you love him and you two kissing gently