watched Onimai and had a huge "god I wish that were me" reaction and a bit of an identity crisis. It's been a couple weeks since then and I can't get the idea that I might be trans/non-binary/something out of my head. I tried cross-dressing in private and felt actually happy that I was even a little bit feminine even though I clearly look like an ugly dude in a skirt. It's the first time I've felt like taking photos of myself.

I'm freaking out because I'm 23 and I've never felt any sort of gender dysphoria until now so how could I be trans. Like being male has been just fine until all of a sudden I want to be super feminine? I'm also scared about the prospect of having to explain it to friends and family.

I'm too schizo to talk to any of the LGBT people I know IRL so now I'm here venting. Anyway, has anyone else had a similar experience or am I finally losing it?