>>18947844This is actually something that happened to me. I spent a few thousand over the course of a couple years. This was also compounded by spending money on high-class escorts on business trips, and I had relationships in between, so it wasn’t due to inherent attractiveness or lack of sex.
OnlyFans appealed to me because I am imaginative, and allowed me to get any beautiful woman to degrade themselves in whatever way I wanted. I also enjoyed the fact that most models don’t broadcast the fact.
There was a highly attractive 30-something wife and mother I discovered with not many followers. Clearly decided to do it for the money - they lived in rural WV and were not financially well off. I had this otherwise ‘ordinary’ woman using a dildo on herself in unspeakably debasing positions on her son’s bed, while her husband watched cartoons with him in the next room.
That’s an incredible feeling of power and control which you don’t get through regular porn, and even in relationships. Who knows how many men and teenagers fantasised and jerked off to this woman without knowing she had an OnlyFans. I got to see what they never will, I got her to do whatever I wanted. And that seemed worth the money. It was only after a couple of years I realised what an empty, degenerate life I was living, and had nothing to show for the thousands I spent, that I came to God and vowed to change my life, and barring a couple of short-lived subscriptions I never paid money for content again.
