"Things can't get worse"
"I'm at rock bottom"
No matter how fucked and over everything feels like everything still keeps going(everything still gets worse), the cycle still continues. You keep being on the same ride and your reaction gets worse and worse to it, yet you can never get out of it. We are players stuck in a game we cannot leave until we kill ourselves or die. The only conclusion I have left is that there is no right move for me to make myself and others happier we might as well all suffer and die. I really try to do whats best for people what makes them feel better yet they never do this to me and it never gets anywhere. Everyone should just suffer. I should just harm people.