I'm off to bed now if I stay awake now I will regret my decision and not just this one but all the retarded things I've done all my life and maybe I will get even more sad and defeated and humiliated idk I want to smash my fucking keyboard how easy is it to not touch your pecker for ONE FUCKING DAY
I DONT GET IT
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maybe
maybe Im not built to make "it"
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