fuck, there's this tiredness that aches deep inside of my bones that never leaves me. i just keep wondering when i'll wake up again, when i can finally shed this deep, penetrating layer of scum that leeches into my very soul. sometimes, i can catch glimpses of that life, but it's always so fleeting.

i never know where i am, nor what i'm doing. all i know, is that i want to wake up from whatever this is.