>>19043079God is a retarded faggot who rapes my mind every second of every day and terrorizes, abuses, harasses, threatens etc me for my thoughts or for anything I do, playing video games, standing and looking out the window etc. This causes me to fantasize less and instead either remember things that happened in the past, think analytically about things like movies, tv shows etc or imagine scenarios where God is abusing me in other circumstances/lives, this happens largely involuntarily because if I fantasize about anything desirable, being anything desirable, having a remotely desirable life or having desirable things in general God will begin to shriek and harass, threaten, terrorize, abuse me, calling me a peasant, a tranny, a faggot or "catamite", etc saying I would be a peasant in the medieval era, a rapeslave in ancient rome, threatening to rape, mutilate, assault, enslave me now etc. The constant mental rape and abuse from God, being terrorized and harassed constantly, having my mind violated just forces me to imagine myself being abused by him in different scenarios instead of fantasizing about desirable scenarios, then because he's a retard he will terrorize, abuse, harass, threaten etc me for this, like these latest "gay" threads he makes to terrorize me are for remembering him raping my as a child, and imagining how he would probably rape me in other settings as well, this is after I get repeatedly threatened with slavery, rape, mutilation etc for fantasizing about having a desirable life in the current era, and for playing video games.
God is a retarded disgusting faggot nigger who will literally rape people the call them a faggot for being raped by him then rape their minds after to make sure they don't fantasize about things that make them happy instead of just remembering being raped by him then he will call them a faggot and threaten to rape them more for remembering him raping them.
