>>19067657I'd say above average? but it wasn't really about that, it was just a physical thing. we never made out or anything. she's 2 years older, and when we were early teens she was complaining about sex not feeling good with a guy she lost her virginity to. so we kind of thought well let's see what maybe went wrong or whatever. then it just became a regular thing for us a few times a week for ~3 years. was just for practice and fun, nothing about "attraction" really. I didnt intend on going into it really haha buit yea desu in actuality not the most depressing meal I've ever eaten because it was enjoyable to both of us I think over those years, but maybe depressing from an outsider perspective.
not sure what my most actually depressing meal is though. oh, my birthday used to fall during finals week, so one year during university my birthday meal was ramen that I heated up in the library and ate by myself. yea, that was sad.
