>>19069157i'm not so sure if you're actually autistic. maybe you are. maybe you just have an unusually sensitive nervous system. maybe all autists have that. i wouldn't know. you seem pretty intelligent, so don't discount yourself.
you gotta let go of the past and all of these things that hold you down, brother. it is a tragedy, but you must overcome and transcend your circumstances. you are so much more than this. the only alternative is succumbing to the despair, which spells your inevitable conclusion. take your life into your hands and start chasing your happiness, man. stop listening to all of the noise because none of it actually matters and pursue your passions because what else is life good for? you only live this life once, are you gonna spend it self loathing about how miserable your condition is, or are you going to embrace it, and try to make the best of shitty circumstances? it doesn't need to be anything grand either. again, it's not a vanity for anyone else. it's for you. if you said your happiness is found in making music, then let your happiness simply be found in making music, but the only person who can ultimately answer that call, is you.
anyways, sorry for calling you annoying. i just wanted to be funny. try and enjoy the rest of your day, if you can, Ritsu. i'll be enjoying my piano when i'm not subjecting myself to brainrot. hopefully you can enjoy yourself, too.
