loneliness is a curse that plagues me
my mind seems to be a very fickle thing; right now, i am obsessively fixated on my desperate condition
and when that happens, it feels like i'm suddenly in a freefall, sent crashing through all the monumental progress i've made to ease this condition
every safety net i'm thrust through just accelerates my self destruction and it feels like there's nothing to grasp onto, no place in the world i could look to stop myself
a bottomless void to lose myself in.

i scream, shouting out to the void, just to be reminded of what it means to be heard, if only by myself.