>be me
>parents divorced
>girlfriend vanished
>manic depressions worsened
>dad left entirely
>start to drink everyday
>loose job
>run out of money, cant afford food
>try to kys
>survive and get send to a psychward
>come back home
>get evicted
>move to your mother
>beingafuckingembarrassment.jpg
>live at her livingroom
>lurk on 4chan all the day or sleep

Here I am, entirely broke and all my stuff got trashed.
What the fuck should I do with my life, I don't see a reason to continue.
At the moment I'm waiting for my welfare to start giving me money.

Should I just give up and hand myself in my new flat or should I die lonely in my PC chair after some years of lurking and playing vidya.