i'm too sleepy to continue self loathing. everyone make sure to do it for me and spit and fucking laugh at the humiliating joke my failure of a life is.
>>19091911i can't help myself at all, i'm overwhelmed by it all. the only thing i can do is merely keep the inner demons at bay, and this is sadly my best effort. thanks for the words though, anon. sasuga...
>>19091912i guess so, i'm tired of this cycle of highs and lows, and reached my tipping point when my trust was callously shattered without any remorse. i can forgive, but now my head is such a mess and my mind is obsessively fixated on the pain. oyasumi, anon, thanks for your words too.