I've drunk so much booze tonight yet my life still feels meaningless. I'm 30 yo, multitalent, but no woman because I was bullied as a teen and thus I'm a fucking wuss. What the fuck is there to do as a 30 yo incel? I'm broken inside. Everything's fucking dandy but my mind is fucked. I mean I have lots of things to do but it all feels pointless if I have no-one to share my life experience with.