>>19149174At around 20ths I just felt retarded for participating, I didn't get some big boners when mouth runs dry or anything, I just felt like an idiot. Maybe it's because jacking off was closely tied to my internal shitting and shower schedule, I always jerk off before taking a shit or shower, and not doing that devalued these actions as an internal reset, because busting make shitting easier and you feel dirtier and sweatier after it so it feels better being clean after the shower
And that just two pavlovian reflexes I know about in myself
