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>dated many girls
>said we loved eachother (wasn't sincerely real)
>finally got the first true actual love
>fucked up, lost her
>been 4 years
>even have a new gf
>first love still lingers in my brain and I end up thinking about her AT LEAST 2~3 times a week
>feel like I'm just living lie, things shouldn't have turned out this way
If I have to deal with this shit for the rest of my life then shouldn't i just logically kill myself? Also, I blame you for making me lose her. If I didn't start using this faggot shithole when I was 14 then I wouldn't have become such a sperg retard and lost her
>said we loved eachother (wasn't sincerely real)
>finally got the first true actual love
>fucked up, lost her
>been 4 years
>even have a new gf
>first love still lingers in my brain and I end up thinking about her AT LEAST 2~3 times a week
>feel like I'm just living lie, things shouldn't have turned out this way
If I have to deal with this shit for the rest of my life then shouldn't i just logically kill myself? Also, I blame you for making me lose her. If I didn't start using this faggot shithole when I was 14 then I wouldn't have become such a sperg retard and lost her
