>>19158559if you don't know if you're actually going to prison or not then I would strongly advise you to get good legal representation.
if you tried killing yourself (which you'll have to prove, do you have medical history of depression or some crisis in your life?) you obviously have mental health problems.
you should take steps before the trial to show that this ordeal shook you and that you are taking steps to become healthy again. find a support group, a shrink or something like that. bring someone who cares about you to court who is likely to cry when you tell what you were up to. write a letter of apology to the officer(s) who arrested you and thank the ambulance drivers for saving your life.
if youre convincing enough you could probably jew your way out with minimal effort. it's what I'd do, but the american justice system is wild, so I hope you didn't threaten the police officers life at any point. in that case you should debtmaxx and run to a country without an extradition treaty. there is a non-zero chance you are raped to death over several days and if not you'll still be locked up with rabid nigs for who knows how long.
as an american seeking asylum somewhere you could easily start working for the tourist sector, language turor or body fat donor.
