>>1922022Well, I decided last february that I would make my best efforts to change my life, that I would study and change my looks, my character and everything that I don't like about me, putting a literal dead line around February of the next year. I mean literal because i thought about killing myself if I don't find anything that I like at about that time. Sincerely, I can see results of my efforts. Being more sociable and becoming a normie I realised that sharing with others makes me happy. Now I realised that studies and work don't mean nothing, and that I can use them as an excuse to get near other people. Also I found that cheering up people when they are sad is a lovely thing to do. Anyways, I'm thinking about lifting up or postponing the deadline, since i'll try to apply for a scholarship in a foreign country.
