I hate that I've been masturbating for so long that I've mastered getting the best orgasms. Like sometimes they feel too good, it's scary and I don't think humans are meant to surpass certain threshold in either pleasure or pain. If even after two hours you are still in kinda disbelief in what you just experienced, then clearly you are doing something wrong and unnatural. I'm convinced most men do not feel what I feel, they just fap and get over it like I used to