I was doing residency at a shitty backwater l'hospital and there she was walking in a group of exchange students, looking around and making cute "ooo ahhh" like in their cringy gameshows and my fucking GOD she lights up the entire place. i cannot believe a flower of such elegancy would ever show up at this 3rd world cave with moistured ceiling and dark, crammed hallways. The sight of her adorable eyes and slim body figure gave me such Godly sensations that I had to clench my teeth to look the other way out of fear I might cause an indian effect. Now im back at home, if you can even call this 3rd world mass-built commie block "home", experiencing a deep anxiety and inferior complex, knowing that girls like her exist on Earth, and there is nothing absolutely-jackshit-NOTHING, that I can do that will ever get me with a girl like that. I am but a soulless bugman, a wagie citizen of a bottomtier country, destined to live like ants, like slaves of the Pharaoh, so one day i die an insignificant death