>>19255057My brother and I are 10 years apart, I’m the younger. He grew up for the most part not really into video games other than an occasional visit to the arcade, never had a home console. I on the other hand got my first console at the age of 8. My brother married his HS sweetheart when they were both 22. They have 4 children own a big house in the country, and while idk exactly how much he makes, I know it’s a lot, probably between 2-300k if I had to guess. Me on the other hand, I got addicted to video games shortly after acquiring my first console. I dropped out of college, never had a gf, never even kissed a girl. I am now back home living with my parents, I have a crippling porn addiction, and about half a dozen failed attempts at starting a YouTube gaming channel. The disappointment on my fathers face is heartbreaking. Juxtapose my fathers disappointment with me against his pride for my brother and you have a double shot suicide cocktail.
