Hey guys just want you all to know this will be my last message. I will poison myself with CO and die. I probably should have never been born but I got to experience 35 years of the modern era of humanity. I had some happy moments but no matter what I always come back to that dark place. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I am tired of suffering. Even if there is nothing after that and you stay in the eternal void forever, I wouldn't really mind. at least I can sleep for an eternity and never get tired again.

For those of you who are still young, don't waste your youth like me, and hopefully you find your purpose.

If heaven and hell really exist, I guess we will see each other there next time, wherever I end up.

To finish it off, I would put a quote

"To be alone is the fate of all great minds" - arthur Schopenhauer

Best of luck anons