>>19309276even if you have hurt others, you don't deserve to suffer for it. you're a regular human. human emotions are messy and scary. it's especially hard if you feel no one is there for you. but no matter how terrible you think you are, you're already able to admit to your struggles and wrongdoings, meaning you are able to still learn and grow.
i wish i could give good recommendations on where else to take this, but i personally have never used any online mental health services. i've heard some good things about an app called vent on ios and android and
mysupportforums.org though. hell, even if the userbase is typically insufferable, joining a subreddit or discord server would be decent.
i wish i could stay longer, but it's 6 AM here and i haven't slept yet. this thread'll probably be gone by the time i wake up. sorry if this all came off strange sounding, i'm not very used to trying to provide any source of comfort. i wish you well, anon.
