>>19348093Don't worry. I'm not a faggot.
I'm just severely mentally ill and I think the best I can do is either becoming a night time security guard or a post delivery man. I don't care about money or anything really. I just want to be alone. Having a relationship with a woman who understands me would be nice but I think I'm too fucked in the head to be undestrood. It is what it is.
Perhaps one day I will just fuck off from society and try to survive in the wilderness for as long as I can and then die.