sincere question: are you happy?
nobody who's happy with his religion would feel the need to come to /bant/ and make these posts all day every day. it's like you're insecure in your own faith and you think we can tell, so you have to make these threads all the time to let us know that you're a buddhist "for realsises u guise". nobody cares. yes, people will mock you with image macros and dumb gotchas, but make no mistake: nobody cares.
you strike me as someone who's not content with himself at all. please, do better. your chinese sneed role model would want to you let go from this sad little desire to justify yourself to others, and this is 4chan we're talking about.