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ot the news two months back: Amyloidosis messing with my kidneys. Doc says I've got 6 months to 10 years. Been on the radar of my regular doc and a specialist, both singing the same tune. Took some time, but I'm getting my head around it. I'm 35, no kids, got a girlfriend for three years, good friends, and a caring family. Going back to work in a month, and my job's in the dark about all this. Parents and partner are insisting on covering finances, telling me to focus on living. Torn between keeping it to myself and just going on with life as usual. Not sure how to spend what's left. Church? Meditating? Long walks with my girlfriend? Maldives to stare at the sunset? More time with friends and family for lasting memories? I've got a bit saved up, and I don't want to be a burden. Life insurance is there. But honestly, not sure what I really want to do. It's almost sadder than knowing the clock's ticking. Just feels like I'm a dead man walking... then again, aren't we all?
