>>19367623the problem is finding one in the first place. i have no clue where to look. i have no clue how to convince him not to hate me after i found him and he learns more about me. thinking about it for too long makes me cry.
>>19367624people were exceedingly cruel to me once and it made me realize that being mean isn't good to the people you're mean to. especially so on 4chan. these people usually don't have anyone they can trust irl. they come here to have some semblance of connection with other humans but a lot of the time we just send insults to each other. i've really tried forcing myself not to impulsively write the usual "fag" or "roastie" or "tranny" and actually try to write something constructive. i don't like being a spiteful person. i want to be good to others. because no one was good to me.
