>>19370242Same boat as you man. Wife got fat, not attracted to her anymore and I don't even want to spend time with her since she became a cunt when she had our kid. I'm just a fucking pay pig who, while not working, is doing yardwork, or spending time with our kid. she's a stay at home mom and acts like it's so fucking hard. These bitches do not have any frame of reference for what hard work actually is. Id much rather spend my whole day with my kid than fucking work. How hard is it it to clean, make some meals, and do laundry?
I don't think I could ever cheat but I find myself starting to plan and think about these things. We are both 26 (. married for 6 years) and I'm literally a millionaire (sold my business) and I get the most sub par pitiful sex ever. Now that she's fat (5'2 175lbs - was 115 when we married) it's only going to get worse.
Now I'm depressed and trapped.
I want more kids, but now she's a fat sow and I already waited 2 years hoping it would get better. Now she's a complete cunt and I don't want more kids with her
I can't divorce her because I'll lose all my shit and lose time with my daughter and will have to work even harder
If I stay and put up with it at least I can spend time with my daughter
But what the fuck kind of life is this? I feel fucking trapped. I miss feeling genuine love and connection and intimacy. I miss feeling desired. I'm still the same as when I was married (if anything slightly underweight) She's rather stay on her phone and eat fucking fast food. Ive tried everything.
I went to NYC on a work trip a few months ago, and we ended up talking to these 2 chicks, long story short they came back to my friend's place and she straight up asked if we could fuck. I was proud of myself for turning that down. Now I fucking regret it.
In the moment it was like awakening a fucking spark in me, like oh shit I haven't felt that in years. That's what it feels like to actually be desired and to get a fucking hard on again