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Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 21:14:21 No.19401162 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>19402094

I'm gonna be fucked up like this for the rest of my life and the more I try to distance myself from it the more I try to push myself out from it. The harder I get pushed back to rock bottom.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:fhm7vxNs Wed 17 Jan 2024 21:26:49 No.19401283 Report

Quoted By: >>19401286

norway

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 21:28:05 No.19401286 Report

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>>19401283
Argentina

Normie !GzTNQPcpf6

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Normie !GzTNQPcpf6 ID:8JcFqrEC Wed 17 Jan 2024 21:32:22 No.19401297 Report

Quoted By: >>19401791

Stop staring at the past and start looking into your future. We can't go back, undo what we did or what people did to us. All we can do is move forward, become a better version of ourselves and slay the demons that claw at us to reach a better place in the future.

If you give up on your own future you're weak and not worthy of existing in the future.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 21:33:36 No.19401791 Report

Quoted By: >>19401996 >>19402002

>>19401297
I'm having to accept I will be in this state of mind until i die. but that doesn't mean i can improve other things in my life

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:02:32 No.19401996 Report

Quoted By: >>19402004

>>19401791
The other things in your life are not yours to improve.

Normie !GzTNQPcpf6

Normie !GzTNQPcpf6 ID:8JcFqrEC Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:03:54 No.19402002 Report

Quoted By: >>19402004

>>19401791
Kill yourself and exit my reality. Anything can improve but not if you don't want to.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:04:46 No.19402004 Report

Quoted By: >>19402012 >>19402013

>>19401996
What do you mean when refering to other things in life. I'm not talking about changing others
>>19402002
I want to, i just can't. its like being stuck in a board game, you cant decide your luck or what your possible options are. you just gotta play the best way you can with what you get

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:06:51 No.19402012 Report

Quoted By: >>19402021

>>19402004
The only thing you can control is how you choose to pass your time here, nothing else.

Normie !GzTNQPcpf6

Normie !GzTNQPcpf6 ID:8JcFqrEC Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:06:56 No.19402013 Report

Quoted By: >>19402021

>>19402004
>I can't
Kill yourself.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:08:43 No.19402021 Report

Quoted By: >>19402030

>>19402012
and choices are limited. you only have a few options that are apperent to you.
>>19402013
i wont now, but maybe probably will do one day

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:11:02 No.19402030 Report

Quoted By: >>19402033

>>19402021
That's the game. Cultivate better judgment and you gain the ability to make more interesting choices. But at the end of the day the slate gets wiped clean whether you do or don't. If you are unhappy with the decisions you are making, make different ones.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:12:49 No.19402033 Report

Quoted By: >>19402064

>>19402030
Anon, decisions alone can't save someone who is really doomed. Point is yes of course anyone can choose to make life as good for them as possible. Thing is you don't always have the right choices, sometimes it's just lose lose situations. Then what do you do? Just create some kind of cope logic, in the end you can't change the consequences

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:17:21 No.19402064 Report

Quoted By: >>19402074

>>19402033
I am not telling you to put yourself into a better situation. Your circumstances are not yours to control. Its not even a question of right or wrong choices. If you are going to get kicked in the dick no matter what you do, you may as well spend the rest of the day as you please. Naturally there is a cost to that, so decide which pain you want to face and which pain you want to run away from. When you get tired of one type switch to another.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:19:40 No.19402074 Report

Quoted By: >>19402084

>>19402064
Essentially it boiled down to what i originally meant. to pick your fights carefully and not waste away at meaningless things.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:22:20 No.19402084 Report

Quoted By: >>19402090

>>19402074
That sounds to me like an endless quest for equilibrium. Are you just trying to avoid life's hassles? Wouldn't be a lot of juice to squeeze out of that.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:24:48 No.19402090 Report

Quoted By: >>19402102

>>19402084
I'm trying to live a comfortable life, but im getting sabotaged from the outside and I'm subcouncioussly sabotaging myself too

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:5/pYxMhj Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:25:45 No.19402094 Report

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>>19401162
>I'm gonna be fucked
lmao fag

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:28:52 No.19402102 Report

Quoted By: >>19402137

>>19402090
Naturally you get sabotaged. Social entropy alone will ensue you are constantly diminished unless you are doing something to out pace it. Is your life sufficiently comfortable?

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:38:50 No.19402137 Report

Quoted By: >>19402152

>>19402102
I feel like I'm on the brink of falling out constantly. At any moment I could give up and I would fall down and have to pick up everything from the beginning again

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:44:20 No.19402152 Report

Quoted By: >>19402155

>>19402137
What lead you to expect otherwise?
In this grand adult day care center it does not matter how many times you build sand castles, it will still be gone tomorrow. But whether you want to be here or not, you're here either way. And since you have to pass the time anyway you may as well just build another.

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:45:10 No.19402155 Report

Quoted By: >>19402169

>>19402152
If I don't then my family might be in debt for the rest of their life and doomed us until death

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:47:40 No.19402169 Report

Quoted By: >>19402172

>>19402155
That's true for everyone to one degree or another. There's no magic bullet for success. Are the things you do day to day keeping them fed?

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:49:06 No.19402172 Report

Quoted By: >>19402185

>>19402169
im a neet and going through education. all the jobs i could take would do as much as i get from neet bux anyway. and i could never wage i can barely be able to handle the noisy enviroment of a classroom. my best best is getting educated and getting a job there. im supposedly talented in math or whatever. my neet money does suffice for now but i dont completely trust it will have my back forever

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yZt6Dgv4 Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:53:35 No.19402185 Report

Quoted By: >>19402194

>>19402172
Well, its hardly insight that the cost of neeting is an uncertain future. Doesn't sound like you have a clear plan for how this might get you work later. What are the options for long term autism bucks?

Ritsu

Ritsu ID:T4E3pMro Wed 17 Jan 2024 22:57:05 No.19402194 Report

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>>19402185
No idea and autism bux is mostly meant for one sole person. My mom is in debt from not being able to pay taxes. We almost got evicted twice because she couldn't pay rent. I saved us from being kicked out with the stockpile of neet money i saved for emergencies. im lucky that my previous psychologists have seen me as a bad enough case that i get money from just attending meetings.

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