>>19402957Okay. Long time I knew something was wrong but avoided shrinks because i thought they were useless. Age 27 all came to a head and I wound up in psych ward hospital. I told them to give me the drugs. They wanted to do an eval. I said okay. They said I had major depressive disorder or obsessive compulsive disorder. They also asked me if i would be willing to do some eight hours of testing because they had a suspicion. So i said yes to that too. I found out I had Asperger's syndrome. It explained a lot, in hindsight.
All of this sucks. Autism is not a fucking quirky advantage. I am not a savant. I bomb almost all job interviews. I've never had sex and lost interest in my early 30s. I'm underemployed, nervous wreck still because of the OCD. OCD is by far my biggest problem.
