>>19412632that and suffocating in a bag is hard without drugs yeah
you feel yourself getting progressively more numb and lightheaded but then, right before you slip into blackness, your survival instincts kick in and start tearing the shit off to save yourself. That's why falling on a noose with no going back is the surest way to go. I had a stick and a cord tied to the ends of it like a bow (weapon) and twist and twist around your neck, over a hoodie so it leaves no marks if you fail. I almost didnt unravel it in the right direction in time. If you put it UNDER your adams apple you can still breathe while your artery compressed so it's less scary than suffocating. But if you're in a loony bin with nowhere to hang a noose, you can kill yourself with the twist method. I kept a secret cord I made when I was in the state asylum to feel like I at least had an escape. could collect benzos under your tongue and save up for a big dose sedate you so yoy don't tear it off. and I would specifically wait until right after the tech does the hourly check on you so you dont get busted
