Males are just expanded immune systems of the female to address combat zones. 300 million years ago, your ancestors were more akin to this, and the male copies of females had the ability to regress back to female, this instrumentation went fully vestigal, unable to reboot some tens of millions of years ago, however, the desire to do so in your brain, was preserved, in the brain's tendency to keep and remember absolutely fucking everything, you have a data log of the last billion years of punctuated equlibriums, for the last billion years of your carrier form.
You males can't suck in your penis and sprout a working womb like your distant ancestors could. Quit trying. You are engaging in sin by trying something impossible.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UwLtVvO-F1k