Why spend everyday trying to convince other people you are alpha because of drunkenly boning a fatty? I don't think 90% of you have even done that. You go on and on about game, but you just agree with women on everything, and anyone successful with women isn't going to share.
The only other explanation is you are the type of fat female reject that reads josei ntr and shit.
Why even suffer living a lie like this? There are bridges everywhere, just choose one and jump.