>>19550960you shouldn't worry about it this much, it's not like your life depends on it... if you pressure yourself, you won't get anywhere
and if you're already this worried about it, it comes to show that you have potential to make something great. the first step for that to happen would be to stop stressing yourself so much over creating something. it doesn't matter how good you are, just have fun and eventually you'll create something you're proud of...