>>19564310You will never be a rice fryer. You have no waifu, no loli, no tsuma. You are a homosexual man twisted by anime and porn into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Asian women are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed them to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even weebs who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a bugwoman. Your feminine facial features and body is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drugged bugwoman home with you, she'll turn tail and bolt the second she gets a whiff of your unnatural testosterone lacking shriveled up second bellybutton you call a penis.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone with your gaijin name, and not a single passerby for the rest of eternity will know a weeb is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably baizuo.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.