I'm drinking right now, and I once again realized I have been alive for too long.
All these experiences I have gone through:
I have had LE SEX.
I have had LE ARGUMENTS.
I have paid LE BILLS.
I have been through LE SCHOOL.
I have walked through LE NATURE.
I have been LE CAMPING.
I have gone LE FISHING.
I have been LE PULLED OVER.
I have had LE JOBS.
I have been to LE PARTIES.
I have had LE FRIENDS.
I have consumed LE ALCOHOL.
I have smoked LE WEED.
I have LE CAR.
I have been through LE LOVE.
I have been through LE HEARTBREAK.
Basically all the usual.
I am your typical failed normie freak.
20 FUCKING years of this SHIT. (I'm 24)
I don't want to be alive but I don't want to commit suicide.
I am a corpse working night shift wage slavery.
I'm not involved with the sun, that is not my problem.
I am not involved with God, I have no relation to a dead jew on a stick from the other side of the world, that is not my problem, I am not involved.
Everything is soulless everywhere I go.
I hit rock bottom at one point and was living in my fucking car. Now I have a shithole apartment I over-pay for. I feel exactly the same. Nothing has changed.
There is nothing meaningful left, unironically. I have experienced basically everything at this point.
Is Canada still offering that service where they put you in the pod and let you peacefully die?