>be me
>watching youtube
>see a girl on one of those e date videos
>never met a woman like this irl ever
>didnt even know girls like her existed
>stalk to figure out who she is
>find her name through the youtube comments
>find out she streams
>start joining the streams regularly
>start to join daily and talk to her daily
>ohfuckithinkiminlove
>start to develop inside jokes with her n shit
>shes always happy
>decide to draw a picture of her and show her through the discord
>spam in chat telling her to check the discord
>she finally does
>on stream
>live in front of 250 people
>she looks so fucking happy when she opens it
>says it's really cute
>says no ones ever drawn her before
>says goodnight shortly after
>gets offline
>backtofeelingempty
>cant sleep cuz im thinking about her
guys i wish she had a bigger reaction. she smiled and said think you but it just wasnt what I thought it would be like. i tried to add her on discord but she didn't accept my friend request. i spent a lot of time on this drawing.
she streams daily so i can talk to her again tomorrow but it just doesn't feel soon enough.

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