It happened to me. 16 years of my life dedicated to that shit. Seeing the darkest and most unpleasant things. Feeling that every moment my soul was burning and the feeling of guilt became denser.

Now, at 28, I have erectile dysfunction and premature ejaculation. My dopamine receptors are fried.

I regret. Give up that shit, Anon. Seek the Kingdom. Seek the Son of Elohim.