When I was little, a psychologist once told me that I shouldn’t rely on anyone. She said, “A person must have a backbone.” Yes, words mean a lot to a person, maybe I don't understand it (because words rarely affect me lol), but sometimes you need to say to yourself "I won't let you die." Literally. Your life depends on you only. It's difficult, I understand you... But I won't rummage through your head, I don't have enough knowledge for that. Just... tell yourself that you won't let yourself die. I'm a biological woman, but even if I say "I won't let you die" it will be a little indecent on my part, because I don't know you and I definitely won't be able to save you from death. I just want to ask you not to let yourself die. tell me that you won't let yourself die. Take care, Anon. do not give up. Life is a bitch, but please don't give up. for... For your favorite food, for example... Or for something you really like. I can't allow you not to die, but I can allow myself to believe in you. Be healthy and happy, Anon
(and, I remembered the “pls remember” meme and I think and hope that this wonderful quote will help you.)