Why is that /pol/, i haven't figured out the reason i fucking exist in this meatsuit and reality, what made me come here and what happens next, how many times i've been here and i keep resetting?

Researchers say there's evidence that consciousness continues after clinical death
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnoIf2NwaRY

abolish all politics and whatever the fuck else, something is not right and were living in suffering.