>>19800306Don't let the med jew get to you. You'd eventually only become more miserable in that dead end town of yours.
Keep your wits and try hard as hell to find a job somewhere in a city, one that also provides room and board. Even if the job sucks. It's your ticket out of there and you can use it to find something more suitable for yourself later.
In the meanwhile spend more time in a library, if your town has one, to read up and to recharge your inner batteries.
