>>19873423If you were "perfectly" sane, you would have not harassed a rando, you wouldn't have stalked their account, evaded their block (interaction or not), and you also wouldn't be untreated doing all this schizo play scheme, along with delusionally believing one of the worst people to be "alive" in your psychotic, careless, and manipulative mind.
To say that and do the stuff described says a lot about your poor health. It is not too late to save yourself.