>>19954049Going from rich to being kicked out at 18 by your boomer parents to "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" thinking they were going to pay your college like they always used to leverage against you to get you to behave, then enrolling and then being told to pay for it yourself.
Then knowing you'll be doomed to minimum wage your whole life with no skills or saved money as your parents sheltered you by never letting you leave the house or teaching you anything except the Bible.
That was what made me say fuck it and start partying and doing drugs, then I had a really bad relationship with a BPD bitch and I was planning on offing myself, I tried to use heroin to do it and it didn't work and I ended up liking it.
Looking back, killing yourself over a chick is stupid with all the redpill stuff I know now and experience, but she was a master manipulator with a super high IQ who only acted dumb to disarm people and the night I met her we rolled on ecstasy for 10 hours after I got dumped by another chick at my bday party.
Never do ecstasy with a chick you're not already with for years or really at all, it will make you fall in love, and honestly nowadays I'm against falling in love in general for men. It puts you in the submissive role on a long enough timeline. Just find a chick who cooks and seems like a decent mother.
