I'm gonna die on this floor probably in a few days

My life was ok. I wasn't the best person. Sorry to my loved ones and friends, I wish I could beat this disease but I don't think I can. I just feel sick, too sick. Don't have anything philosophical to say other than this world is pretty shit and humans being self-interested monkeys cause they are makes it worse. Thank you global empire of humanity for having nothing to take care of my needs while taking advantage of the right timing just to kill me. Pretty sure mossad or some group minvolved in cia or fbi was intent on killing me or I just got sacrici3d by like some random occult group. Shit sucks, I wish I had someone to have my back during those times, consistently throughout my life I've had nothing while seeing nothing except shit that's fucked me mentally. Life is what it is, I wish I at least had a child or two while living, but I can't fight gravity anymore, my power to do so dwindles everyday and most women hate my guts for no reason. I met a girl and she thought I was a junkie ready to steal stuff cause I'm constantly sick even though I've never stolen from anyone, I just got fucked.