I got my dream job, I have great friends, I tried dating, but I want nothing, there’s no one I truly like, I have no satisfaction, I thought if I got my dream job, if I strenghned my bond with friends and family, if I found a girlfriend, maybe I would be happy, satisfied, but I just don’t feel anything, not sad, not happy, I feel nothing, there’s no one that I like in particular, I feel like I need to do something more, I want a journey, I want to do something, but every journey has been done, there’s nothing left for me to do
Maybe even if I did something I would still be miserable, I know these types of people, maybe I’m just another one to throw to the pile, I hope we break this curse someday
Even if I was sent to a world that would satisfy my every need, even then I would be miserable, maybe miserable is too strong a word, but rather this innate feeling of nothing