i hate being a woman, especially an attractive one. i saw a video that perfectly describes the experience of being a girl. it is a guy walking around an underprivileged neighborhood with a translucent plastic backpack full of cash. he walks for 5 seconds and is interrupted threatened and robbed every single time.

for men who can't understand how does it feel like to be a girl, that's it. we walk around carrying with us the one thing males obsess over anything else which is sexual access. there is absolutely nothing more important for men than to have sex and they are desperate and will always find an excuse to get there.

so we carry their number one obsession all day long for most of our lives all the while being shorter weaker and more scared than them. even if justice works it is always after he already beat me or killed me.


and the worst part is we are attracted to men but if we give them a finger they will go insane and expect us to give ourselves to them and we are always at the risk of disappointing their expectations and getting assaulted as a result. so we have to keep evil men away while not scaring the good ones which is almost impossible to do, imagine you having to reject a greasy misogynist abusive fucker without being a "bitch" because the nice guy you want is at the same room watching everything. all the while having to do that while you are still attractive enough so we get only a few years and it rots us on the inside out my heart is teared out

and it's basically impossible to compete with the girls that advertise their sexuality but if you do the same all you get is men who only care about looks so they don't give a shit about who i am it's a lose lose situation being a girl who likes good guys

existence as a girl is painful no wonder we are more depressed.

we hate ourselves and get resentful because men always lie about the reason they wanna "talk" to us (it's ALWAYS a ploy to get sex)