>>2017504No. I don't like myself for who I am and I don't want to try and find someone who will. I'd rather be lonely, sad, and miserable rather than protecting it on to someone else. However as much as I hate myself and as unhappy as I am, I am also complacent in my NEET lifestyle and though I am willing to change I feel unable to put forth the effort. If I fail then I will be back at square one, but if I remain on square one I lose nothing. Though you can also argue, accurately, that I gain nothing. I have accepted my life as a failure and because of my age my parents, whom I live with, have as well. No, I do not deserve a wife.
