I'm unironically non-shitpostingcally truly ultimately fucking losing it FOR REAL

I went to the bookstore today to read book and while I was reading my mind drifted away to some chuddy shit and I started mumbling without actually realizing it then finally when I got to my sense the two girls across me looked super nervous and were staring at me and then we had eye contact for a second and then they instantly leave their spots

PLEASE help me I'm slipping to the point of no return